Sheilah Graham had help writing Beloved Infidel, and because of this that memoir feels more polished than this one. However, The Real F Scott Fitzgerald does feel more personal. Even 35 years later, you feel the significance of their relationship on Sheilah Graham. I do wonder if she still has some gauze over her eyes when it comes to Fitzgerald, she often tries to put him in a good light. Their relationship was cut short, and I understand how this can alter how you see and feel about person. Their relationship ended at a time when things were getting better and the future was golden, who knows if he would have continued clean or if the alcohol would take over, but that is something we will never know.
I did get the feeling that Sheilah Graham is still trying to claim her significance in relation to the famous author. Which is understandable as at the time they kept the relationship away from the public. Even with all of this you get the feeling that she was trying very hard to be objective and present the Scott she knew and try to reconcile it with the public version of the man.
Currently reading: Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins